SUICIDE

music: Kamil & MNICH
lyric:    Kamil

From excited gullet pours shouts,
My heart is drowning in mud of
full anxiety.
In my deranged mind I look for
sense to live.
I’m on the end my strengths ,
I don’t know what happen now!

Useless are hopes in despair
energy drained out to the sewer.
Hidden are the ways for escape,
I am wishing more and more to
find them

There is no power, which could
me to guid

I get away , only escape is for
me a rescue
I get away , however I’m without
aim for the time being.
I get away , the battle is losing
before hand.
I get away , but I don’t know where.

I am staying on the edge of the fury,
darken mind is leading my longing
With the choking hand I am taking
a key towards the favour
Key towards the favour – meaning
a bane

Hot sun inside me for a long time
went out
From energy of life happens
deadly tool.
I’m drowning in my own blood
and in mouths I have pus
Maybe already I found it what
I looked for a long time.

I have found the way, and I try
to lead from her

I get away , my motionless body
is satiated happiness.
I get away , my soul knows own goal.
I get away , from craziness of mind
remain nothing.
I get away , in empire eternity…